It's been more than two years since I've updated anything at all on my DeviantArt page, and I must blame the hectic-ness of my life. I finished my first semester of college exactly two weeks ago, and I must say I feel pretty damn good about myself. I survived roommates, temptations, low-self esteem and found my drive for something beyond what I know.
I'm going to college for Criminal Forensics, and I love what I am doing and planning to do.
(This girl right here, wants to kick ass and work for the FBI.)
However, I do miss drawing and being able to post my writings. It's just I feel like I lost my mojo, and almost all interest in posting fanfiction when I have a whole bunch of one-shots written out in my notebook.
I fell out of love with the Transformers fandom (however, I'm easing my way back into it).
I fell in love with the fandoms of Law and Order: Criminal Intent, Mentalist, and Glee.
It's just, I feel like I'm changing and so have my interests.
Is that so bad?
Anyway...about my college experience.
It has definitely change me, at least, I feel like it did. While my core values are still the same as they always been, I feel like I mellowed out completely. Nothing compared to my roommate who did a complete one eighty on me and started smoking weed, getting drunk, and making me feel like an outcast every damn time she did.
(She threw me a surprise birthday party to make up for it.)
On the other hand, I made friends who completely floored me on how much they seem to care about me.
I've always been afraid that people don't like me, for me.
But now, people do like me, and its not because of some "evil" agenda.
Will I post some new art?
Will I post some writing?
Will I watch Transformers: Dark Side of the Moon?
Hell. The. Fuck. Yes.
Anyway, till next time. (Hopefully it won't be for another two years)